Saturday, December 23, 2006

Being stupid

One morning I decided to be a rockizta... It's hilarious, its hard to lip sync if you don't know the words of the song... And its a lot more harder when you have a brother with tears running on his cheeks from laughing...

The show must go on, LOL... I like the song though

do the math... count your blessings...

No matter how may Drugs you may take. No matter how many cans of beer. No matter how much you try to dry those tears and not let it out.
The Love and Finding Justice for the one you love will always forever be Dominant. Take it from someone who has gone through hell, unexpectedly became a beast trying to forget, trying to wash away what has been left.
But as a source of strenght you have to smile and be surrounded by people whom you call your friends. I was reminded to take my own human aspirin, human pain killer = THE HUG
Ten a day for survival.Twenty a day for maintenance.Thirty a day for growth.
May you all be happy. Never take the chance of trying to cure what has been abandoned by pure silence. Never let an issue stay as it is as if it will just vanish because you'll never know when the bubble will burst and end up angry without remembering why. Closure, if that is how they may call it. If you have found that person who gave you all the strenght, the love that taught you to be free, don't hold back on what there is. Coz maybe you may just don't know what will happen the next day - they'd all might just vanish into thin air.
I was also told by a good friend this inspirational quote from an author Milan Kundera: "When the strong's too weak to hurt the weak, the weak must be strong enough to leave" [ thank u mah friend , its been since but it does and still gave impact ]

Satisfaction

There are always going to be people who look better than you, do stuff better than you, and are just totally better than you in everything you do. but i think some people really compare themselves so much to other people that they never really get to reach deep and see how beautiful they really are. and i think that all begins when u actually realize that no matter how much of worrying u do, there are always gonna be people who are better than u. that's just the simple fact. satisfaction is a key part in everyone's life. i could be sitting here finding fault with me, and i'm sure i could come up with a million. but if i did that i wouldn't actually be taking time to enjoy my life the way i am made. its okay that u are not perfect, well no one is. and its okay that there are a million other people who are better than u. i learnt to live with it, and i thik many people can too............ no matter where u are in life or how u look or what u do, u will always be beautiful to many people, at least i will assure u that u will be beautiful to me............. and u just have to live ur life happily and with satisfaction for who u are made to be.